Sitting in the honors center, at school right now. Working all hallmarks and stuff. Had an interesting day can't complain...well ACUTALLY I can.

MAJOR PROBLEM!

Have you ever had the feeling of regret? Regret that you dealt with a certain person. Like regret to the point that  you wish they didn't even breath the same air as you. WELL have that regret for a particular person right now. No details..just listen. I hate knowing that a ex-friend and I dont' talk anymore, I hate knowing that I can't sleep at night, because someone won't get off my mind. All at the same time, I'm so frustrated with myself that I can't get rid of this person, in my mind that is. BUT I really regret meeting, talking, allowing myself to even get close to this person.AHHH..It just boils the inside of my body. I can't live knowing that I regret, because I normally don't regret things like that. Gah...

SO. New problem. Jesse's girlfriend sent me a friend request to my myspace account. IS THIS GIRL SERIOUS?!!?!? All that shyt, she talked about me behind my back and to his face and she really thinks ME, of all ppl, would want to be her friend. Mann, this girl obviously doesn't know. IT'S A WRAP, when I step onto the scene. I don't deal well with silly females. That jus aint a game I play. Ppppleeaassseee.

**Update on the diet...doing VERY well.**

Vantashi and I are back friends, talking, and tripping out. That guh is jus straight up crazy. We are in hip hop jazz class at school together and we been up in der..tearing it up. HA, that's my clubbing buddy. But won't be going to the club, cause let's see someone got shot at 105 and that's my, WAS, jump off point. Can't go to the Carter (seriously..i'm in college..), don't do the Uppa level ( i value my life)..I guess it's the HORSESHOE (MC stop)...gah, i'm tired.

Goodnite (comments?!)

sSo I was bored with myself and decided that I would take a pic of my hair, when it's curly

Wow, I really ENJOYED New Year's Eve. Great Fun. It went to a party in Flora, MS. Mannnn.too way too KRUNK!! Well things have been going pretty good minus that stupid thing I call a baby daddy. NUFF said! I'm so ready for school to start, cause being at the house, gets really boring. Dee came to town today, so that he could move his stuff into the dorm. I had NOOO freaking idea that he was coming here today and when he came to my front door..I almost had a slight heart attack. Gah..he is truely amazing. Well he gave me my Christmas present...sOoOoOo here it goes: A watch, a hat with my nickname on it (Lil Ma' D), a pair of white low tops air force ones, and some Paris Hilton perfume. I had no idea, but I was totally freaking out!

I was suppose to be at Hinds this week, because Phi Theta Kappa officers had to report back, 1 week earlier. BUT in the case that my uncle passed away on New Year's Eve, and my grandmother was rushed to the hospital for internal bleeding, things in my family have been rather "rough". The funeral is tomorrow. I can't stand to see when my family hurts, but it's a fact of life, that we all just have to accept and deal with.

I've been catching up with alot of friends, over the break. Ones that I graduated with and lost touch with, and even those that I still see sometimes. It's great. I love reuniting with friends. Well offically, have restarted my diet. It's been exactly one year, since I have had Destini and now I able to get back into the gym. Because I had a c-section, doctors really don't advise anything heavy. There is still pain, but nothin just not tolerable. I'm making it.

SOOOOO, what do I wear for the first day back at school...hmmmm. I think I will be rockin the black and white NY hat, maybe a black polo shirt (with the collar flipped, ofcourse), um white dickies ( maybe) and some black air force ones (low tops, that is). Yes, yes, I will look very fly. Oh and I can't forget the locs! Lol..gotta have the sunglasses, it completes the outfit.

Well I guess there's my update.

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